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Would ya believe I've used a computer now for 13 years and this is the first blog I've ever had! LOL! I've never even read other blogs before so guess you could say I'm kind of clueless here. Any tips from experienced blog writers and readers?
The word blog doesn't even appear in my Internet for Dummies book! Now that's incredible!


    One thing Crystal had learned since starting out in all this was the true meaning of the expression, "eye of the storm". This lull of decreased demonic activity was a sign that something was brewing up ahead. It was like they pulled back to focus on other things.

   Everyday it seemed the stress built up a little higher. With her Order duties and school, along with her part time job at the shop, it was almost too much for her. In her diaries, she wrote, "How I can juggle all this, I can never understand...". Journal writing had become a habit in the last 3 years. A way to cope with her loss. Now it has become a way to sort out her purpose. 

  "I'm now just barely scratching the surface. An explanation of this gift seeing what others cannot." she writes, "Something greater." Soon how true that statement would come to life. 

   She hears sounds at the door and closes her journal, tucking it away in the back of her desk drawer. It was almost bedtime anyway, no scouting the city tonight. Aunt Marty came in to say good night, kissing her on the foreheads she always did. "If I ever had a daughter, she I would want her to be just like you." And with that, they said their good nights and she leaves. 

    As soon as it gets quiet, Crystal opens her window, changes into her uniform and slips out through the window. The cold air bit into her exposed skin, even though her outfit kept her warm or cool depending on the weather. This was different kind of chill, unnatural.

      Sweeping the area down by Skid Row, our heroine spears with a few low level demons but the last one had a message. "We are coming in on the blood moon." It had the screeching tone that made fingernails on a blackboard sound like a symphony. Then it vanishes in a puff of smoke, leaving a faint scent of brimstone behind. Crystal later asks Daniel about blood moons.  

      "The demonic realm sees 'blood moons' as an omen of good fortune. In reality, they are merely a marker in prophecy." He tells her while standing on the roof the of St. Avalon's tallest building, the Le Corazon Tower. The view from there was amazing, especially at night when the moon was out. Only someone like maintenance who come up here could only see the true beauty of the view. 

     This whole experience has changed her view on life. And only a few could ever know or even begin to understand it. The tiny lights of each house, business, even the car lights streaking down the city streets reminded her of how precious the occupants were to God. 

jstuart I am excited for the new myPraize features coming by Christmas! I just cant wait, i hope it gets more people active on the site site! I just wish we could get a sneak peak of whats coming!


“Don’t Tell Me You Agree With Me
When I Saw You Kicking Dirt In My Eye” -MJ

Those few words speak a lot of truth. Why is it that only once you are pushed to your breaking point that everyone starts to feel bad for you. people who ignored you crying are now crying for you, people who laughed at your cries for help were now seeking your advice, those who took your whole life as a joke are now trying to act like you are the purpose in theirs. As Soon as I was diagnosed with depression people started to come back into my life saying sorry for all the wrongs they had done and all the times they had left, crying over all the times they had sent me into a panic or to another office chair crying for someone to help me. but what they don’t get is that once a glass is broken saying sorry to it will not put all the pieces back together, I wish it would but no matter what the glass will never be brought back to its old self because everyone knows that some of those pieces are just gone forever. My life’s whole foundation is built upon pills. I have pills to eat, pills to sleep, pills to help me live and communicate like a “Normal” teenager every single day but what I don’t let people see is how much I hate taking them.. how much I HATE having to take pills just so that i wont yell or scream at people  but that I will be able to see and live in the rainbow filled cuddly version of life.. aka the fake version that everyone tries to show me, I guess I will never be able to enter this mysterious place that I’ve heard so much of, “good riddance” I used to say.. “I bet they don’t have razor blades there anyways”

I beat the battle of the blade about 2 months ago, I wish I could say that I’ve beat it for good but I cant. Every day that’s all i think about, the feel, the blood, the hurt being released its almost too good to be true too good to be a memory.. I guess lucky for me I have people to live for now, people who make me feel wanted and people I really care about hurting so I stopped. I just don’t know how much longer I can last.. if I’m totally honest with you…



     First of all I have two rules right off hand. One, keep it clean and two no lawbreaking. Please read and enjoy! Leave your comments here on Let me know what you think. Love, Wonder777

     The setting of this tale is based on real events. The rest is a flight of fancy and a fantasy! Ironically I was talking to my friend Joan (her real name) about something like this the week up to the concert.

     The day was October 19, 2012. Me and my best friend were at the NC State Fair on a cool, crisp Friday afternoon. The main reason we were there was for the 7:30 Michael W. Smith show and we had wanted to do this for 20 years. 

     Joan and I had arrived at 3:00 and decided to separate to enjoy the fair. The sights, smells and noises took me back to my childhood. At around 4:30 my bladder sent a message that it was at capacity. In other words, if I didn't get to a toilet soon, it would get embarrassing. The nearest place was in Dorton Arena. There was a waterfall beside it that me and Joan established we would meet at 6:45. 

      Thankfully the guy at the door took sympathy at my situation and let me in. Pointing downthe short hall, he told me there was a ladies room just around the corner. Promising to be out as soon as possible, I ran for it. 

     And in just in time. The sensation that comes from emptying your bladder is one of the best feelings in the world. Cleaning up, and washing my hands, I proceeded to leave when it all went down. 

    The noise of running footsteps and squeals of teen girls was coming closer and my way. Before I knew it, a man with glasses and hat almost ran me down. Grabbing his arm, I swung him into the ladies room and told him to stay put. 

    About 5 seconds later, a trio of blonde schoolgirls, came around the corner. Raising my hand in a stop signal position, they skidded to a stop barely 5 feet away from me. Asking "where's the fire?" They glanced at each other and squealed that Michael was up this way. Then they had a blonde moment and one of them pulled out a cope of David Meece's "Learning To Trust" album. I had to ask them if they knew the difference between Michael and David. Realizing her error, she put the CD back and pulled out a copy of "Wonder".

     "Have you seen him? We were on his trail but lost him." Cheryl (she had that looking one) pleaded with those blue eyes of hers. Calmly I told her and her friends that I did see him and he ran straight down the hall. Also, they went crazy when I told them I heard Amy call out to him. Told them she had showed up by surprise on some dates. They pushed me aside and took the bait.

    When they were out of sight, I knocked on the ladies room door. "Are you still there? All clear." The man who almost ran me over came out, calmed down considerably. He was tall, looked oddly like someone I knew but wasn't sure. 

     "Want to get out don't you?" He nods and we proceed to the door I entered. I noticed him nodding to the security guard. Again thanking him, we left to explore the fair. In a whisper, he told me that he had to be back by 6:15. Fine with me.

    First place we went to was the booth where the saltwater taffy was made. I bought a pound for my Mom like I promised her. He tried a piece and bought some too. Then we just talked. He was here visiting family and swung by here for the concert. 

    Then I had to get some dinner after about 45 minutes. Got a hot dog and some fries along with a bottle of water. I just opened up to him, and he gave me a look and I knew right then it was Michael himself. Those eyes staring into mine. This was a dream of mine since my teens. He thanked me for saving his hide and apologized for almost running me down. I had pulled off the greatest heist in CCM history and didn't intend for it to happen.

     It was getting to be close to six and I had to call Joan and let her know. Dialing her number, she answered right away. "Joan, there's someone who wants to say something to you" and handed Michael the phone. Two words and I could hear the squeals on the other end. She saw Michael back in 1984 when she was in college. I saw him in 1993  on his "Change Your World" tour with DC Talk opening for him. Just 17th birthday and the night before he taped Change Your World Live. 

    He hands the phone back and claiming her down, she wasn't far and within 5 minutes, she met us in the shadow of the arena. Joan almost fainted as she saw him. About 5 minutes later, we made sure he got back in and we hung out. 

    When we got into the arena, one of the people from the radio station sponsoring the show came up to us. "You are now on the floor and as a token, after the show, you get to meet Michael." He also had a basket of goodies, shirts and albums all signed.

    The concert was awesome! We had a sign wishing Michael a belated birthday (he turned  55 on Oct. 7) and he pointed at us! The thrill of that I cannot describe. He even dedicated a song to us. "Friends" of course.

   After the show, we met him backstage for about 10 minutes. I thanked him and he gave me a signed photo with the note, "be strong and courageous". Joan and I left and we hardly spoke a word the anointing was still strong on the way back to Durham. 

    Well, that's an example of CCM Fan Fiction. Details like setting, time, my friend the emotions were based on truth. I should say it is a fictitious tale built on a skeleton of truth. It's obvious what was made up.





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jstuart Well its fall time, does anyone know anything about the new mypraize and when it is releasing? Seems like the site has been dead, does that mean they are busy working on it and are about to release it any day? I'm just excited and want to know. We were promised screenshots weeks ago.

Toronto Manchester United are facing some criticism for selling Danny Welbeck and other youngsters during the summer time in favour of higher-priced stars as they try to turn the club's fortunes about, but the Red Devils shouldn't sacrifice their identity to get their brief-term targets.


Paul Scholes just lately voiced his displeasure with regards to the sale of Welbeck in his column for The independent (h/t to Aim, for beIN Sports), saying:

He is but the most current to communicate out on the determination, but not like most, Scholes is not some pundit trying to stir the pot. The man bleeds United. When he says he is sad more than a selection the club made, it indicates a single of the club's most fiery supporters is unhappy.

Welbeck was not the only youngster to leave the club during the summer season window. Highly touted Welsh talent Tom Lawrence made a everlasting switch to Leicester City on deadline day, a shock move couple of followers would have observed coming.

There is no denying Louis van Gaal and the club necessary reinforcements in purchase to give the Red Devils their best chance of achievement in 2014-15. You will be difficult-pressed to uncover a single United fan upset about the truth the likes of Radamel Falcao and Angel Di Maria manufactured the move to Previous Trafford, hefty value tag or no.

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United are one particular of the largest clubs in planet football&mdashthey must have some of the largest stars defending the crest.

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Van Gaal is following that pattern&mdashAdnan Januzaj, James Wilson and Jesse Lingard are but 3 examples of talented youngsters who have presently featured for the club in 2014-15.

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The revenue of Welbeck and Lawrence don't have to imply Van Gaal is about to break with United's extended history of persistence and relying on youthful talent, but it does set a dangerous precedent. Lawrence in specific had the search of a future star&mdashthere was no explanation to sell him prior to giving him a honest chance.

Yes, United have a 1st choice on the 20-year-old, as reported by the Sunday Occasions' James Ducker, but he was a prime candidate for a loan move, comparable to Nick Powell:

It really is pivotal the club does not forget about the plethora of talented youngsters at the moment plying their trade in the academy. Stars like Paul Pogba left due to a lack of possibilities in the past, but in common, most of these players know that if they function difficult, they will at some point get the opportunity to demonstrate themselves on the highest degree.

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It is United's biggest promoting point when it comes to young talent, and one thing they can not afford to sacrifice for the sake of silverware in the next two many years. No person is saying they will&mdashbut in the wake of the transfers of Welbeck and Lawrence, now is a very good time to remind every person youth is usually welcome at Old Trafford.

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