just keep on praying, and remember two things... 1. there are people praying for you, someone allways loves you 2. God is watching down over you. just listen to him and let him guide you through this. ok and a third thing. know that God is with you. 1 Corinthians 10:13 says "No temptation has overtaken you except such as is common to man; but God is faithful, and will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able..." God doesnt give you anything you cannot chew on...