It\'s so true.. So very true. Sometimes, we think maybe we\'re being punished, that we\'re suffering, or whatever else, and the truth can be as simple as that it hurts to lose a part of ourselves, even if that part is sinful. Father knows best, and we just have to trust Him in these times, that what He is doing in our lives, IS for our best interest, just as the bulk of His Torah is NOT given so that He can be some strict disciplinarian, but because He knows much better than we what is good for us and what is not.