I did something really stupid and it's really confusing me... Please don't judge me for this, but my friend and I were hanging out and she kissed me...and I realized I liked it like... a lot. I feel more comfortable with her than I ever have with a guy. Honestly, I'm not even attracted to guys as more than friends... =/ I just feel really guilty about it because we're not supposed to like the same gender in that way, are we.... I know, I should talk to my pastor or something about this, but I don't trust him at all..he drinks too much and I'm afraid he'll tell my parents who still except me to have kids one day. Um...what should I do? Just try and keep pretending that I'm attracted to guys?