Written for my granddad. You make it so hard to love you I often wonder why I even try. You simply throw it back in my face I lower my head and cry. To kill yourself with every puff How selfish can you be? If you won't live for yourself Why won't you live for me? For every one you light up You cut me deeper and deeper within. With every draw you take My hope and strength wears slowly thin. To kill yourself with every puff How selfish can you be? If you won't live for yourself Why won't you live for me? I beg you to stop through falling tears You seem so deaf to my cries. I try to show you how much you mean to me But you look at me through blind eyes. To kill yourself with every puff How selfish can you be? If you won't live for yourself Why won't you live for me? Can't you see that I need you? Will you ever hear me plea? Watching you slowly killing yourself, Is slowly killing me.~Emily