Because of my stupid stubborn self I'm starting to loose Logan's trust :(

*hugs* Need to talk about it hon?

Who is Logan. Is it ur boyfriend? I thought we wernt supposed to post threads about boys anymore cause the older gurls r getting anoyed. (HINT HINT!!!!)

Violin, that seriously isn't appreciated. Yes he is my boyfriend but I think I'm plenty old enough to have one. Plus I'm not going on about how I think I'm in love with him and all the immature things that some of the younger girls are saying. There is a difference between boy threads. I'm sure the older girls with tell me if they dno't like this thread, they know me well enough to do that. Y'all may as well know, Sara... I have trouble with selfharm, I don't cut myself or anything but have these really strong urges to as well as other things that I'm working through. I also have a rocky relationship with my father, there have been numerous times when he has threatened and once nearly kicked me out of home. Its the same old story, the more I try and gain his approval the less it helps. And when I'm myself, he can't accept that. Lately we have been having huge arguements and I just want to leave. I also have trouble accepting/believing people when they tell me they care about me. All of this puts strain on mine and Logan's relationship but he is really good about it, he helps me although it really drains him. The reason I feel like I'm starting to loose his trust is that he makes me promise him things and I can only just keep these promises. We had a big talk last night he said he doesn't know if he believes some of what I say anymore. That was hurtful but I don't blame him. We have so many things against us working at the moment that this is just the icing on a terrible tasting cake.

:hug: im sorry! as Standard said, no one in their right mind would hold you being you against you! man i used you in that sentence a lot! anyway, im sure you and Logan can work through everything! ill be praying for you! :hug: