I am so lost I don't know what to do next...... I need help :( :(

Lost about what?

Wanting to live

Why don't you want to live? 'Tis a precious gift for the Lord, lass.

I kinda know where you are coming from. I mean, I have been kinda thinking about it lately. I don't really like living. Its hard, and you get lost, and people are mean, and there are obstacles you have to take over. But there is a reason the Lord put you on this earth. And if you killed yourself, then you would be defying His plan and His purpose for you. I know for a certain fact that I would never take myself off this earth for something stupid like, well I don't even know. But I know God has a huge and glorious plan that will make your life fall into place. So just wait it out, look for the light in the Lord. And you won't be lost. I hope this helped [:

First, lets get to what makes you not want to live. I can't really help much unless I know what's happened to make you feel this way.

I've struggled with cutting and depression for 4 years and life is just to hard

The thing is I got out of the hospital for attempted suicide 7 weeks ago and things are still really hard... I just wish they wouldn't be so hard it's not my family or anything the problem is me

Thanks a lot I'm trying to believe in God and all that, but I don''t know

What don't you know about? That He's there? That He cares? That He sent Jesus to die for our sins?