Ok, most of you remember when I wrote about liking a Mormon, and I wasn't sure what to do about it. He teased me, and everything was mess. Well, after I had posted for help, and got replies, my heart just sort of turned off. I wasn't desperately looking for his face in the halls anymore, and was finally free. But once I was free of my hormones, jealousy still remained. Whenever he talked to any other girls,my jealousy towards the girls, and towards HIM especially, was so dark and evil it felt like a demon. It drove me onwards on my paper route (because we had paper routes right next to each other) and made me determined in everything I do. Over the summer, I finally figured out why I was so jealous and angry, and started towards the path to recovery. To forgiving him for hurting me and ruining my 8th grade year. But then, this year, we're both in jazz band, have PE and band together. And I've talked to him a little, and am forced to play tennis against him. And I plummeted down into that jealousy pit that I worked so hard to get out of. Now, whenever I see a car the same color as his mother's car (cause he lives nearby, so I know what his folks drive. sadly) I get angry again. Whenever someone says his name, and talks about how great he is, I get angry. When I see him, angry. When he talks to another girl, angry. I need help, and I don't know what to do. School only started a week ago. I don't want to spend my entire school year hating someone. Please help me.