ok...... since julia wont answer any of my messages, i will sincerely say this in front of everybody... julia, i am sorry for ANYTHING i ever did for you to be mad at me.... i have sent u NUMEROUS messages and got no replys.... if i have offended you.... then please tell me in a message or out here......... i love u (as a friend and nothing else) and i wont to continue being friends with you... u r like my role model and u helped me find confidence within myself... i dont know if i will ever talk to you again, but if i dont i just want you to know that you are in my prayers and u will be in my heart forever.... lylas, bentlie