Now, I admit I have never made myself throw up and it doesnt sound appealing to me at the moment, sometimes it does. Like after I eat an extra cookie or drink soda or step on the scale. And before someone tells me to love myself because God made me and all that, just know I know all that. I do. I know it deep down in my soul. But I'm not happy with my tummy. And before you tell me to exersize and eat better, let me tell you I try. I know that I shouldn't make myself puke and that to stop eating is horrible for my body. So I'm not going to. That doesn't mean I'm not tempted to. Anyone else ever feel like that or even make themself puke or doesnt eat? I really need encouragement right now... *~Emily

believe me some times i feel the same way to...especally right now after i just had an icecream cone and i shouldn't have...but thats besides the point. anyways everyone has different body types some are just built more stalky than others and some are built with a little bit of a tummy. but just think about it this way...those girls who are tiny and eat all the junk food that they want will some day get larger because they don't know how to eat right whereas people who have to watch what they eat will stay healthier and about the same weight because they know how to control what goes into there mouths. and another thing that helps is to buy clothes that fit your body type like for example i'm a rectangle body type know curves or anything and the best types of shirts for me are the kind that have like a peasanty top....it really helps your apperance if you dress according to your body type and try not to wear things that are tighter if you wear things that are looser it will make you look smaller and you'll feel better about yourself. hope this has helped!

so, i sortof understand where your coming from, im the same way, i mean im not overweight or anything. But sometimes i still feel like im really fat, ive tryed being aneroxic (it only lasted for like a day..lol.)and ive come extremely close to being belemic. And i excersice all the time, im a health freak but usta always feel fat i still do sometimes. See for me the bad thing is, is i dance so i feel like everone's looking at me. I no you prob. dont wanna hear that you should be happy with yourself cause God made you. i usta never wanna hear that either. but what you have to remember is that God created someone for you, some one who will love you for you, inside and out. So dont worry about if you think your fat, cause its not going to matter to the person who will love you for the way you look. I dont no if that helps any but it helped me so i figured i would give it a try. love ya katie

so, i sortof understand where your coming from, im the same way, i mean im not overweight or anything. But sometimes i still feel like im really fat, ive tryed being aneroxic (it only lasted for like a day..lol.)and ive come extremely close to being belemic. And i excersice all the time, im a health freak but usta always feel fat i still do sometimes. See for me the bad thing is, is i dance so i feel like everone's looking at me. I no you prob. dont wanna hear that you should be happy with yourself cause God made you. i usta never wanna hear that either. but what you have to remember is that God created someone for you, some one who will love you for you, inside and out. So dont worry about if you think your fat, cause its not going to matter to the person who will love you for the way you look. I dont no if that helps any but it helped me so i figured i would give it a try. love ya katie

I think u seem like a wonderful person. It doesnt matter what u look like on the outside its the inside that matters.:)

[b]aptbubble wrote:[/b] [quote]I think u seem like a wonderful person. It doesnt matter what u look like on the outside its the inside that matters.:)[/quote] Thanks. I do try to be a good person, some times I am, sometimes not so much. I know it doesn't matter. It is really weird how you can say something like it doesnt matter what you look like on the outside and still care how you look....it is saddening.

[b]dancenchick11 wrote:[/b] [quote]so, i sortof understand where your coming from, im the same way, i mean im not overweight or anything. But sometimes i still feel like im really fat, ive tryed being aneroxic (it only lasted for like a day..lol.)and ive come extremely close to being belemic. And i excersice all the time, im a health freak but usta always feel fat i still do sometimes. See for me the bad thing is, is i dance so i feel like everone's looking at me. I no you prob. dont wanna hear that you should be happy with yourself cause God made you. i usta never wanna hear that either. but what you have to remember is that God created someone for you, some one who will love you for you, inside and out. So dont worry about if you think your fat, cause its not going to matter to the person who will love you for the way you look. I dont no if that helps any but it helped me so i figured i would give it a try. love ya katie[/quote] Oh, my gosh I just made a connection! You are Nathan's girlfriend! Hehe, he likes you a lot, I can tell. Hold onto him, he is a real winner ;)