so... recently I've seen a real need for change in my life. I really need to change as a person. I want to show God how badly I want to change by fasting. What I am fasting may amuse some of you, but I am addicted to it. Its called... MUSIC. LOL yes, I listen to it any second I chance, and its something I can't live without... well, for a week I will. instead of spending time listening to music, I hope to spent some of my free time reading the Bible and praying. I'm hoping this is the start of a deeper relationship with God and a more devoted surrendered life. I feel like something just isn't right in my life and I really want to change. Please pray for me as I attempt to follow God, please pray that I can find the change that I need. Ever since I fell in love with this girl and it didn't work out I've felt like I've missed something, I just feel like she's the right one. but I'm trying hard to find away to get the restlessness away. I want to get my mind focused on what God wants me too do at the moment. I'm sick of feeling restless and confused. Please pray that I can get past this stage of my life and get directed in the right path. thankyou.