I just want to vent basically... Logan went home today and now I'm in a dumb mood. We had four awesome days together. He came up Sunday night with me when my folks brought me back up to university. We ended up going out for dinner and dessert with my sister and brother-in-law, as well as my parents. Monday, he came to my first class with me and everyone was like "so that's Kezia's boyfriend?" and "isn't he good looking" etc. I started to get a migraine so decided to skip the rest of my classes that day cause I was having trouble concentrating (don't skip classes ladies, it's bad!). We ended up meeting up with a friend and going shopping and then to have dinner with friends we haven't seen since November when they moved. It was so good to see them (Logan and I were always round at their house when they lived at camp) and their 2 year old and 1 month old. Tuesday, I was still feeling iffy (and yeah, just wanted to spend time with Logan) so we spent the day together. We had a relaxing morning just chatting and stuff. He ended up falling asleep in my bed while I sat on top of it on my laptop. We caught the bus into town and did some more shopping (although all this 'shopping' only lead to a present, 2 books, food and a winter jacket for Logan, which looks super good on him, being brought). We went to the movies and saw When in Rome, which was actually better than I thought. We had Indian for dinner and spent the night just being with each other. Then this morning he went home and I came home and felt almost empty. It was so great being able to feel like a 'normal' couple; being able to hold hands and actually go on a date... Gosh, I don't know the last time we went on a date without others 'joining' us etc. I basically spent all afternoon watching a movie, reading my new book and being all mushy and crying cause I didn't want him to go home. I am seriously looking forward to the day that we live in the same city... *sigh*... Think long and hard before you even think about getting into a long distance relationship ladies cause they can really drain you...

*hugs tight* I'm sorry sweetie.

*hug* I'm sorry hun'

This may sound creepy or desperate or whatever but I still need to vent... I honestly can't stop thinking about him, we had such a great time and it honestly gets harder and harder to say goodbye to him. The only good thing is that he left one of his big hoodies behind for me to wear and when I wear it it's all warm and smells like him... Almost like he's there... I honestly just have to keep telling myself it'll only be for a year more at the most :(