Sometime yesterday my friend committed suicide. i tried my hardest to talk her out of it. both me and my boyfriend tried. she wouldnt listen to me. she was like my sister. i told her everything and i thought she told me mostly everything. so i dont understand why she wouldnt talk to me; tell me what she was thinking. i understand her reasons behind why she would think about it, but i made a promise to her and i intended on keeping it. but i just dont know anymore. she and my bf were txting back and forth and then i got a text from him saying she wanted to kill herself. i tried so hard to get her to talk to me. she wouldnt open up to me. so i guess i knew a lot less of her than i thought i did. She claimed she was a devoted christian. we talked about God, we read scriptures she helped me when i needed help with my faith, but now..now i just dont know. my mom told me a long time ago that if you commit suicide than u wont go to Heaven. For my friend, i hope thats not true....