Bleh XP Well,This one is not.I think.Well,Its about a couple things 1.God Yay,god!But,Me and god have not been that tight lately XP I havent been going to church,not reading the bible,curseing,listening to Slipknot,sheeee-I mean crap like that.I NEED HIM!!!:( 2.My dad OH god.I HATE Him.I Honestly Wish he would die.Im not kidding.He made me walk a hour to his house at night time,on the free,and,some crepper was stalking us.No joke!And me and my friend were freakied.Just to go to church!So we got there,and my dad LEFT US!But noooo,He toke my boyfriend,but no me!?!?!Yeah,Thanks for almost killing me.I callded him and yelled and cryed,and he just laughed and hung up.Me and my friend where crying our eyes out!Thanks dad,really? 3.Boyfriend Hes great (: But,there just....Bleh.SO,may things....I dont really kow if I should be dateing at this age...Just brings heartbreak ): 4.Bi polar and cutting I get sad at random moments,and I attempt to blame them on something like why im sad,but Im just sad for no reason!And I cut.And I have freaky mood swings,not to mention I hear A voice everyone in a while call my name,ANd I do here weird voices and movement...BlehxPP Help!?!

If you need God then cry out to Him! Spend some time reading through your bible and listening to some worship music. God had never left your side chica! Hate is a very strong word. Have you tried to talk to hm about things? Get him to pick you up etc?