I haven't been able to say this for about a year and a half, but I am actually happy. A true happiness that you can only get when you love and know people love you back. I love my friends and my friends love me. I love my family and they love me. I love and respect myself. But most important, I love God and God has always loved me. This past years, and those to come, have been a time of learning and finding myself. And I think I can honestly found myself, I have found love. :happy: Thanks guys, I wanted to tell you all first before I posted this (if I do post this) in the Open Forum.