okay so i am having a slight bit of a problem with jealousy. i know its like one of the seven deadly sins in the bible, and i really have a problem. okay so i went to europe this summer and i met this like totally amazingly rad kid Jesse. i miss him so much and love him to death...if i could i would spend the rest of my life with him if he wasnt so far away. well i always check his myspace and there is this girl named Brittany..."BAMtrade" and i feel like he just loves her so much! that i will never be in the picture even as a friend if she an him stay friends! she is so much prettier than me...probably better than me in any or every way! i just dont want his love for me...friend or more than friend...to fade away. i just need advice and help with my jealousy problem....

if u r messaging him on myspae u can talk to him and stuff and hopefully he will remember u. and second of all brittney probly lives near him so she kinda has the better chance. sorry to say

[b]bagirl1234 wrote:[/b] [quote]if u r messaging him on myspae u can talk to him and stuff and hopefully he will remember u. and second of all brittney probly lives near him so she kinda has the better chance. sorry to say[/quote]i i dont have a myspace :( so i cant talk to him there...but i leave cute little messages on his fridge and we email...he says he always thinks about me. and he did live in tifton with that brittany girl, but he moved to oxford, FL. we are like even farther now...he SAYS he doesnt like her...but idk, its just so hard, i have prayed about it though, i am just waiting for God to give me the right time

o ok

yeah...i am talking to him right now...i just feel like that girl is better and she is gonna take him away and its bye bye julia and hello brittany. even as a friend! and i love him to death!

i am like always gettin jelous of people. evn when my parents get new stuff i get so mad i evn throw things. :( and i always get jelous evn ovr little things, i have for a long time and i dnt kno how to stop :(

yeah...i dont know what it is....but thats with me, except over jesse! i feell wierd about it idk! but like she is so much better. like i have to compare myself with her. now i am not gonna make jesse pick...just go with what he feels is right no matter who asks him! but like i just really want god to send me a sign or the right time when i will know everything is okay!