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Oh no!!! NOT GOOD!! (possibly a rant)

monkeys345

17 year(s) ago

I had a wonderful dream last night. I know what the title of this thread says, but just read. So I had a wonderful dream, here's what I remember from it. My ex (yes, I've "dated", sorry to disappoint)was being so sweet to me. Not the way he treats my now. He made me laughed, and laughed with me, he cutely annoyed me (the way couples do), he played with my hands and then finally held it, and (this is the best/worst part) he pulled me into his lap. I thought I could really feel the warmth of his body. And then, he held me, close and tight, as if he would never let go. Yeah, all sounds great right? WRONG!! I thought I was over him, that I hated him for hating me. This dream I had changes all that!! Sometimes, I wonder what could have been, and how I could have changed our past. We have been split since September, he has been nothing but nice to me since. I'm going to need my closest friends, fuzzy pajama pants, a gallon of ice cream, and my favorite chick flick: Steal Magnolias tonight. I can already tell I might bust into tears!!:(

NinjaUnicorn

17 year(s) ago

I'm with lil_Rush on this one (as I usually am). She's right. If he can not tell you why he broke up with you, the he DOES have issues. This dream shouldn't change anything. It was just a dream. I can not even think of a comparison for this... It just shouldn't change anything. Oh, and just so you know... You DO NOT need a guy to make you happy. God can give you more happiness than all the guys in the world ever can. Pray about it and I will pray for you. Just hang in there, hun. Sooner than it seems, life turns around. =] -Kayla

monkeys345

17 year(s) ago

[b]NinjaUnicorn wrote:[/b] [quote]I'm with lil_Rush on this one (as I usually am). She's right. If he can not tell you why he broke up with you, the he DOES have issues. This dream shouldn't change anything. It was just a dream. I can not even think of a comparison for this... It just shouldn't change anything. Oh, and just so you know... You DO NOT need a guy to make you happy. God can give you more happiness than all the guys in the world ever can. Pray about it and I will pray for you. Just hang in there, hun. Sooner than it seems, life turns around. =] -Kayla[/quote] I know I don't need a boyfriend to make me happy. It just makes thing worse that I had that dream because he never would do that to me.

NinjaUnicorn

17 year(s) ago

You made me smile. I like the quote. haha :laugh: I'm glad you're feeling better. Hang in there! -Kayla

violinforchrist

17 year(s) ago

i think you should pray about it and just talk to God and tell im how u feel and see how it goes.

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