Okay so lately I've been feeling like, I don't know.. Unwanted? Not here, and it's not my friends either... but like in my family. It's just... I try my hardest to please my parents and get good grades and all of that, but it's never enough. They still yell and get angry with me all the time. Sometimes, they'll be stressed from work, come home, and then one little mistake I do make all of their anger come out at [i]me[/i]. And all this does is make me cry most of the time, then she gets madder at me for crying. They don't hurt me or anything, but I still cry myself to sleep every other night. And I don't think about suicide, it's more of thinking about thinking about suicide. If that makes any sence... Most of the time I just think about running away from everything for a few days. You see, I live in one of those places where there is a lot of houses on a woodsey hill, And if I ran away then I could just go into the old barn up the hill or something. I don't really know who I am anymore or why all of this is happening to me. I'd just really appreaciate it if you could pray for me not to hurt myself or any of that stuff.