dear boy, i know that you are out there somwhere and that you are the answer to my prayers. i do not know when we will meet, but i trust that God has it planned. please understand that i am far from perfect. i will make mistakes, but love me anyway. if i ever hurt you, it would not be on purpose. i promise to give you my heart and be the best that i can be for you. i know that you too have your falts, and i promise to be understanding. i will trust you with my love, so please be gentle with me. even though i may try to act tough, iam secretly fragile. i do not know who or where you are, but i have set out to find you. it may take years, but i am looking. love, beka this is just something i felt like posting for no particular reason. :)