I have never done this before.. but i thought i would use my resources to my advantage. This is a letter that i'm sending to my friends and family... please help. This is my cry for help. I'm never one to sit here and write a general email to all my friends and family however, I have far to much going in my head to be very personable with anyone. I need your support right now. I need your love and guidance. I'm in a terrible emotional position... but in the same situation... morally I'm in a position to change the cycle of hurt and pain that has been passed down through my family. I'm not looking for a hand out... or sympathy I just need to know that when I get through this huge MOUNTAIN there will be shelter when the storm hits. It's hard to give you any direction in what to pray about without getting into details... which if you all haven't picked up on by now, I am rather vague about my life. There are reasons and justifications on why I shelter many of you from the knowledge of my story. My testimony will be huge... when I get over this MOUNTAIN. I use to word MOUNTAIN... because it is going to be the biggest and hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life. I have faced a world of hurt and pain and in comparison to what I have set before me I might have to crawl to finish. I just need another person to join with me in prayer ... so that where we are joined and gather we can attest that the Lord is with us. I plead with you to help me... I guarantee that at some point in all of this I will feel like I don’t have the strength to endure... I need you there to hold me up. To be honest I simply can't do this alone. And for me to be asking for help, if you don’t know me well, means that I really need it because I generally never ask for help. Anyhow, I think I have rambled through the majority of this letter. The basics are, I need my brothers and sisters in Christ to hold me up in pray as I prepare to undertake something that may undertake me.

Charis, You are lifted up. I pray the Lord keeps you close to His breast as you conquer this mountain in your life. Cara

We're here for you no matter what! You can count us here for help. You will be in my prayers tonight!

I am praying that whatever your mountain is...you get over it successfully...if you need help there are plently of people here willing to help you...God Bless!

My prayers are with you today and everyday. Always remember that God wants to here from you. He wants to here the good things in your life as well as the things that give you problems. Give it all to God! That is all he really wants! God loves you always and that will never change. Blessing Kelly