[b]dancingwithtomatoes42 wrote:[/b] [quote][b]keyseya wrote:[/b] [quote][b]dancingwithtomatoes42 wrote:[/b] [quote]...I wish I was that smart. Sigh.[/quote] Everything ok chica?[/quote] Yeah. I had my first boy experience a few months back. It wasn't awful, I guess. I just wish I could take it back. I thought I was one of the smart girls. One of the ones who always said she wouldn't date, that the whole thing was stupid. When put in the position myself, I cracked. I let a boy define who I was, and let him determine how much I was worth. Not a good idea, for the record. But I told him I just wanted to be friends a while back, in April. It is just sad, because Kyle was my best friend, and still, we are on weird terms. We barely speak anymore.[/quote] I went through the same thing. When I realized that God was telling me that I wasn't ready yet, I broke it off told him I just wanted to be friends. We're at the weird stage and barely talk anymore.

Yeah, I broke up with him for basically that reason. I thought since we never really "dated" it wouldn't be heartbreaking, and it wouldn't make thing weird. It did. >.<