My life is complete mess right now... I'm really, [i]really[/i] depressed and every time I try to vent to someone, I get yelled at for "stressing them out with my problems." I have no friends in real life and most the people at my school wish that I would die. My family tells me that I'm ugly and fat and that I'm a sinning pig. I feel like I'm not good at anything, and that I'm not good enough to be living. I've also started starving myself and I've started using drugs... I'm beginning to cut myself again, I feel so smothered by everything that's going on. I'm feeling really suicidal... I don't know what to do... (I'm sorry if I'm ruining anyone's good mood, but I really needed to let this out...)

Girly, I am so sorry tht your family treats u like that. All i can say is to pray, pray, pray! It can do wonders. i know that sounds like it won't help at all, but seriously, try it and God can save you from this. ;-)

Sonic that just makes me want to wisk you away to New Zealand! You could come and live in my house! In all seriousness I have to agree with TheHattersFrog (man I need to start learning peoples real names), anyone who treats you like that doesn't deserve to be around you, its so true. People should be helping others grow stronger in the Lord and in themselves not tearing them down. If you ever need to talk just pm me. I may not be able to help but i can always listen. I'll be praying for you. *hugs*

Thanks guys. I've just been feeling completely horrible this past week, thanks for understanding.

We are ALWAYS here for you chica!

You know, I don't know you very well. But what I do know is that you are an awesome person, you're always looking out for others and always ready to defend anyone who needs it. Don't give in to this, you are worth more than that. I'm not so good with advice, but I'm always a listening ear. My inbox is open if you need it.

that is so wrong, your so nice, and you know what i dont have much of a "real" life either, it kinda sucks at times(alot of times)

Oh sonic... *hugs sonic* You should never be burdening someone. Oh honey, how I wish you lived with me, so you would know all the loving people who only care about you for you. You aren't fat, you aren't ugly. You're a beautiful daughter of G-d, and I love you sweetie.

[b]larry229 wrote:[/b] [quote]You know, I don't know you very well. But what I do know is that you are an awesome person, you're always looking out for others and always ready to defend anyone who needs it. Don't give in to this, you are worth more than that. I'm not so good with advice, but I'm always a listening ear. My inbox is open if you need it.[/quote] Thanks. And thanks to everyone else, for not insulting me and not telling me I need to get a life.